Month: December 2024

The Lash

men who are afraid of me

like you,

because I yelled

unexpectedly

or the ones I seduced

too easily

scared I’ll leave

or withdraw regard

my need

seared by wit

can’t forgive

or forget

that spell

he feels

unspecified annoyed

can’t tell

why

a woman tall

and loud and hoyden

is just

too much

a burden

when you’re built to fight or fuck

coward men

need soft chides

with love

and shimmer

not a simmer

from

the lash of

her storm’s

bad weather

messing all your

ruffled feathers

bound in tradition

that’s conditioned

you’re blind

your man eyes

can’t see

so, so sooo sorry

not sorry me

 

Photo by Jennifer Marquez on Unsplash

Halfway in

bought my house on stolen land

hate the sound of neighbours’ fan

heart half here, half overseas

not sure how to feel pleased

hard to be the one who sees

both sides

it’s balance?

or unease

trying to dive in and believe

life is good, but girlfriend, please

the world’s a mess

people suck

the cars, the dogs, the tat, the trucks

if only we could find some ease

never me, the malcontent

hands up, surrender, fie resentment

stepping through a faded door

shoes off

eye prize

to future shores

 

Photo by Yaopey Yong on Unsplash

 

Kestrel

I lived in addiction

on the brink

clawed myself back

to a safe haircut

and admin

until

I lost myself

like

ocean weed in the sea?

somewhere

in the

midst of

competing priorities

some days

it’s a grey fog

oh come on

it’s just a

job, job, job

Oh, I was soaring over

the headland once

a kestrel

redgold edged

against blue

now I’m

smashing against

the wrong side of right

searching for

whatthefuck knows who

 

Photo by Michael van Gorkum on Unsplash