tired

Lifetired

the sea is roaring this morning

out there in the dark

the moon a massive

spotlight behind the trees

every day I stumble

over lumps in the tarmac

on inconsequential weeds

thorns catch my skin

to say

not like that you dweeb

you think I’d’ve learnt by now

nobody sees

cup hands around the flame

hope and greed

looking to smelt something

shape the need

wind whips and flows away

across the headland like wild

thoughts twisting untamable why

tiredwired rushing whatisit allfor

bloodpooling walking running, meeting, driving, trains

pause. and that’s where life could be

Stretch marks

Stretch marks on the ocean

silvery, tired

trying to remember I’m vast

sparkling, a

mother

fucker

more than, enough

can’t be contained, tamed

in a single glass

wine? whiskey? why?

I yearn somedays,

mostly Sundays

afternoons

for self-absorbed

oblivion

a sweat-beaded bottle might provide

those sweet lies

politician in a suit

sneakers and no tie

Modern. Woman.

leaning in

hi!

time to change

time’s are changing

it’s like

holding on to a boyfriend cause

he looks good from behind

only realise

that metaphor

means

he’s long gone

in my mind

can’t win

with an exit-man

start again

if you can

find enough

water in the ocean

to stretch across

exhaustion

make a new thing

never stop

aching

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